January 24th

Breakfast
*Orange
Mid-Day
*2 glasses of Pepsi (not diet)
Church
*cup of coffee
After Church
*The rest of the Pepsi
8pm
*Ramen
*2 Boca burgers
*glass of diet soda
*another glass of diet soda

I think all the pizza and the cake was a bad idea because I have had a rather upset stomach since I the birthday party. It’s the kind of upset stomach that rumbles and rumbles really loud. I ate an orange hoping that the citric acid might help with the digestion. Plus I needed to eat something and that sounded pretty good.

The Pepsi… it just sounded really good and I’m trying to get it out of the house. There was only about half of a two liter left. I am aware that you really shouldn’t even have two glasses of soda in a day let alone almost half a two liter.

I also realized I didn’t really eat anything today. I was not that horribly hungry today. I believe it’s because of the pizza yesterday and how it made my stomach feel today but I’m not really sure. I do know that BBQ Pork from the Chinese restaurant down the road sounded very good off and on today and that every time I see the Hot Pockets in the freezer I want to break open the plastic wrapping, pop them in the microwave, and eat them. Sadly, they’re full of stuff I’m trying to avoid including meat; GRR.

I weighed myself soon after I got home from church. 255.2 pounds is where I’m at right now. So, basically, I’ve lost one pound this week. I’m happy-ish. This week I need to start an exercise routine. I have a 30 minuet yoga DVD I bought from the Dollar Tree I haven’t opened and then there is also Wii Sports on the Wii that I can play; I know that the boxing gets your arms burning. Also, I do have to get my butt up and down Gaarde that two times in 45 minuets like I said in that goal I made. I just have to make myself turn that dread I feel towards getting up into excitement. How am I going to do that? I really don’t know yet. I know that I have the iPod to listen to and that gives me something to move to but I need something to do so my mind gets taken off the fact that I’m making myself hurt. Suggestions are welcomed.

I finally got hungry and decided to eat something. I had my now signature Ramen Boca. It was a little hot on my tongue so I used that as an excuse to have more soda.

Tomorrow, my plan is to spend all day at the library so I can fill out online applications. My list: McDonald’s, Fred Myer, Shari’s, Starbucks, Regal, Rite Aid, Walgreens, Container Store, Sephora, Taco Bell, Costco, Hollywood Video, and all the other places I e-mailed to myself that I found on Craig’s List. I really do wish I was able to get on the internet from home. I also need to remember to see if there are such things as walking groups in my area.

By the way- I ended up watching "Phantom Of the Opera" instead of "Camp Rock".